stop!
Stop!
cant anyone hear me?!
for the love all things holy
STOP!
there is no were to go,
there is no place to hide,
there is nothing to blame.
im crawling into
thee abyss again,
this time hoping,
it will be my last.
STOP THIS!
why cant they hear me
do my shouts
not have sound,
sound that resonates,
do you not hear my pleas?
can you not hear
the shrieks of pain
its a framilure place
ive fixed it up
ive had nothing
but enough time
but this place
it brings me
nothing but memories
of days
ive been tring to find something
something to hold onto
but all around me
is nothing.
im running,
but from what
and to where
there is nothing here.
nothing but
i do not wish to dwell upon
it hasnt been very long
since my last visit
seems like just last week
i had these faucets working
but it seems ive forgotten
to the water bill
or perhaps
i dont have a bill
and my well has just run dry
I KNOW YOU'RE THERE
i can see you
why wont you look at me
im right here
no
No
NO
STOP
stop that
dont just walk right through me!
damn it listen to me
why wont you listen to me....
broken shards
of times i have..
look here,
this piece here
heh...
its from when
I HATE THIS!
STOP WALKING AWAY
DONT PRETEND YOU CANT HEAR ME
I KNOW YOU CAN
why wont you just listen
it doesnt have to be for long
just show that you can hear me
please
PLEASE
im begging you
please
the door is locked
has been for as long
as i can remember.
i always crawl
into the broken window
of the basement.
but not this time
this time im going in the door
im not going to sneek in
im choosing to this time
its a nice place to go
i knew who i was
where i was
where i was going and
who i was going to be.
sadly, this is the first thing
in this journey here
that ive seen.
everywhere
its just...
white
empty
hallow
there is nothing
but me
and this shard of life
when its to hard to take the rest
like i said
ive become quite framilure
with this place.
but i dont talk about it
i dont want anyone to know
this place is mine
the one place i can go
and no one can find me
no one can yell
no one can hurt.
im done
im done waiting to be heard
if you dont want to listen
then ill make you at least,
hear what i have to say.
but lets say we have
a little fun
ill throw this shard one way
and ill walk another
but i can hurt
and i can scream
and i can see me.
and this is worse then anything
its the alone that i cant get use to.
its the alone i was running from
when i found this place
it felt secure
it felt safe
i sliped into it and felt fine.
but i cant stay here again.
its not safe
not if i ever want to get back out.
look at it
the walls are falling in
the roof is sagging over the windows
this place is falling apart
to the pnt i cant fix it
ive tried to
i never wanted to give up on it
but i see now
befor i come back to it
you avoid hearing
you avoid seeing
but this does not change
that im here
and that there is a life here
i dont want to disobey
i dont want to scare
i dont want to hurt
you
but if you dont let up and hear me out
im going to leave and not look back
im not going to regret not living
im not going to just wait for..
...for things to get better
wait for things to come
wait for life
i have to help
help the fall of this abbyss
so here is the best way i know
after im done
there will be no more
i think ive lost it
ive been going for some time
i dont see it any more
i dont see anything
i dont hear anything
i cant feel...
anything
life wont always be here
so why should we wait
wait to live
im done waiting
no!
dont speak
you had your chance,
i see now
nothing will change
nothing is what
nothing does
you hear nothing
you listen to nothing
you feel nothing
so in return
from me you get
just that
nothing
!
